I'm not going to lie, this was probably the hardest week of
my whole life. I'm not sure that I will fully be able to describe my feelings
from this past week, but I'll do my best.
On Tuesday my companion got really sick again, so after hardly
eating lunch, he went back to the pension with Elder Hansen, and I did exchanges
with Elder Coyoy so we could keep working. The only problem was, we had to work
in both of our areas, so we didn't get as much accomplished in either area.
On Wednesday my companion still wasn't better, so we had a
member come and stay with my companion and I went on exchanges with both Elder
Coyoy and Elder Hansen, which was nice to keep working, but we had to work in
both areas and didn't get as much accomplished.
I was getting very stresed out, because with confirmations
and baptisms I had to make sure to be visiting my investigators every day to
make sure that all was well for the weekend. I had my zone leaders who were
getting a little bit upset because my numbers weren't as high as usual, even
though I was doing honestly all that I could. Every night I got home to the
pension exhausted and had to plan all by myself, because my companion didn't
even feel well enough to leave his bed.
Thursday was the 3rd day with my companion being sick, and I
had to go on exchanges with members. That morning we woke up without power and
without water, only adding to my stress. Also I couldn't shower, so that wasn't
very nice. I did exchanges for half the day with Jonni Robles who had just
gotten back from his mission to Brasil the day before (he was still speaking
somewhat of a Portuguese/Spanish, so it was a bit difficult to understand him),
and the other half with Alexis Robles, his younger brother. I got back to the pension a little bit late that
night because I couldn't find a member that could accompany me home and I
couldn't go by myself, and I had my leaders getting upset because I got home
late. I arrive at home and find that we still don't have power or water. I then
ask my companion how he's doing, and he tells me he's feeling pretty good. I
asked him if he had been taking his pain killers and he said he had been. I
asked him how many he had taken and he said 4. With those pills, he was only to
take one every 6 to 8 hours, and he had taken 4 in just 12 hours. He had been
in a lot of pain and had just been taking the pills whenever he felt the pain,
and the member didn't realize it. That only added to my stress. Then the
district leader calls to talk about how my day was and the cell-phone dies and
there is no way to charge it because we don't have power.
When the cell-phone died, I just about fell apart. All week I
had to fight to get out of bed in the morning because I just felt like I
couldn't keep going on by myself. Every day I had been praying and really just
talking with my Father and telling him that I couldn't continue, that it was
too hard, that I felt just like a lost little kid. However, as I prayed I
really found that the Spirit was guiding my prayers, and in the midst of all of
my trials I always found myself telling Him that I knew the trials were for a
reason and I would keep pushing forward, but I needed His help.
I grew a very strong testimony this week of diligence and
enduring to the end. Every time when we think we just can't go any farther,
that life is too hard, that we are incapable of completing a difficult task, if
we just get up the next morning and keep going, the Lord will always bless us.
Many times He tries us just to see if we will be diligent and patient. I also
grew a firm testimony of the importance of companionships. We were called to
serve in 2 for a reason. Working all week without my companion was probably the
hardest thing I've ever done. I also know that this principle doesn't just
apply to the mission, but to life. God has indicated that we are to go through
this life in a companionship, and I know that marriage is an essential part of
His plan of happiness.
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The Robles Family with the missionaries
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Anyway, amidst the trials and stress of the week, the
weekend turned out quite lovely. Carmen was baptized, and I don't think I've
ever seen a family so happy in my life. It was truly an incredible experience
to see Alexis baptize his mom and see how happy they all were. Mable was also
confirmed a member of the church, and Juan attended church and we are helping
him so that he can be confirmed this week. I know that the Lord blesses us as we
do our best to overcome challenges. I love Him and His work. Even during this
extremely difficult week in the mission, I never once thought about giving up
entirely and going home. I know why I'm here. I know this is His work. If it
wasn't easy for Him, it won't be entirely easy for me either. I love Him.
Love,
Elder John William Garrett